When the Moon Wanes at Dusk - Confessions of a Surgeon

"At this time I finally understood. The God of Destiny has never really favored me. She has given me everything that an ordinary person can imagine and desire, appearance, knowledge, status, wealth, fame, family, family, achievement and joy, but her real purpose has never been to give. Her plan is to use these blessings After the gift was given, after I became arrogant and took everything for granted, she took them away from me one by one without mercy, and I... All my resistance was just a cocoon. Then, she left me alone to taste the pain of losing everything day after day. " "I used to think that I knew myself, I thought that I could control my own life. I thought that I and the people around me were irreplaceable elites in society. I was engaged in an industry that saved lives and was worthy of respect from the world. My life was full of noble meaning. But I don't know when it started. Betrayal, deception, coercion, crime, shame, murder, and death. These originally ghastly situations gradually became the most common existence around me. I just want to ask, why is this?" Some of the characters and plots in this article are derived from Mitani Yuki's classic Japanese dramas "Looking Back and Seeing Him Again" and "Furahata Shinsaburo". The protagonist is Junichi Nakagawa, the surgical director played by Joe Shikaga in the drama. Most of the characters and plots in this novel are original and can be read as an independent work. If you have not watched the drama, it will not affect your understanding. This is my first time posting in Jinjiang, so I'd like to ask the experts for advice:)