In fact, I am a person who has always started but failed, and it is difficult for me to persist in one thing to the end. However, I only persisted in liking him, and I persisted for so long.
But... Now it seems that it's time to give up.
Only then did I realize that it was so difficult to give up easily, as I thought. It's so difficult that now, even hearing his name makes my heart ache.
When I went shopping that night, I met a person in the bustling crowd. When I passed by, it was like the profile of that person, and my heart still trembled. The world is so small, I thought I had met again; the world is so big, so I will never see you again, never see you again...
Gao Yang, my deskmate.
My deskmate, I just remembered, I haven't seen each other for a long, long time, ever since graduation, ever since he said: I have someone I like.
Later, many years later, in my memories, he was the short-haired boy wearing a white shirt and a black backpack. He smiled and squinted his eyes. When he was thinking about a problem, he would unconsciously turn the pen in his hand. I have learned it for a long time, but I can't turn it like him. His fingers are very long, so he turns the pen beautifully.
Gao Yang, are you okay?