This is a semi-autobiographical novel that not only tells the story of the heroine from 20 to 28 years old, but also the author's changes from 20 to 28 years old. In the past eight years, the author has experienced high-spirited and elated times, and also experienced periods of decadence and depression. There is the persistent and passionate feeling of waiting for your dream to blossom, and there is also the heart-wrenching feeling of seeing your dream completely shattered. Over the past eight years, the author has continued to struggle and reflect. Now, the author writes down all his experiences and embellishes and sublimates them. I hope people who read this novel can have different opinions.