If I sleep, I sleep from 12pm to 11pm. After lunch, I sleep until 5pm and have dinner.
If I read online novels, I would despise and enjoy them at the same time, and then I would regret it and use other people's nonsense to get drunk on my youth!
If I'm in class, I'll be bored and I'll fall asleep if I don't use my phone to surf the Internet.
If I surf the Internet, I will watch American TV series and just hang out, and I will feel bored. I will log on, and then I will be even more bored.
If I am in a daze, I will think about the future and occasionally be scared to death by the future.
If I skip class, I will be in a daze or sleep or surf the Internet.
Putting the above behaviors together and messing up the order is my college life. Internet surfing and sleeping, sleeping and daze, etc., Day after day. Obviously, without ideals, goals, passion, and motivation, I feel so empty and restless. It seems that the soul will rush out to kiss a certain person, a certain thing, a certain mood, or nothing at any time.
Even in such a living condition, no matter how hard the stone is, it becomes smooth and has no edges or corners. And I am far less persistent than a stone.
When I met him, I was in such a mood, and it was also because of this mood.