Everyone often has an extremely awesome wish, and then implements the process of pretending to be awesome in a second-hand state. No matter it is as aggressive as a fool or as relaxed as a fool, looking back, it turns out that most of the time they were holding on to that hard life! Waking up suddenly when you are about to wet the bed is a better reality than wishes! The story tells the rough experience of a normal college graduate after entering the society. Through the protagonist's encounter, it reflects the duality of society's complexity, cruelty and simplicity and warmth. The novel's hero's ups and downs in life and daily trivial matters, from teacher to employee, from small boss to wage earner, from club gangster to private company executive, expose the false, ugly and evil, and praise the truth, goodness and beauty! From the development trajectory of the protagonist, we realize that the ultimate destination of life should be peace, happiness, and return to nature!