Zheng Liran said that everyone has a little deer in their heart, and his little deer suffered a concussion the first time he met Xu Qichen. Zheng Liran said, although I am older than him, but so what, I just want to be with him. Zheng Liran said, I can't give him what he wants, I can't,,, I can't just ruin his life like this.
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