I don't know when I transformed into a cat chasing its tail. Blindly believe that after running unremittingly, you will be able to catch it. The tail that is so close is always so far away.
The nightmare has always been with me like a demon haunting me, blurring my consciousness, controlling my sanity, making my eyes empty and unable to see the tail that is following me. Is the happiness I want so far so embarrassing?
Tired of the sadness and sadness day after day, year after year, now, I want to rest quietly in a warm harbor. Are you still willing to open your arms and take in me, a homeless stray cat with a docked tail?
I quietly relied on you to enjoy the warm sunshine. After the past grievances were resolved, the fire and water melted away, and I suddenly realized that from the beginning to the end, you are always only my happiness.