This is the essay written by April Crazy Fish, a 2-chapter writer.
As for why the author has such a positioning for himself
You'll know after you slowly read it
This world is crazy and complicated
You are not short of money, food and clothing
I have a lot of friends and a lot of love experiences.
All you need is someone who understands you
You accidentally see the author's true emotional face
you will find
This might be you
indescribable self