Furthermore, it is you who live and I die. Take a step back, how I want to take another step back. If, I mean if, one day you come back, I don't blame you. Can you just stay with me, be an ordinary person, live our ordinary little life, and don't go anywhere. I once thought that growing old together was easy. Now, I understand that it is really difficult for me and for us. I don't ask for anything, I just hope that later you can remember that there was once me in your life who accompanied you through an extraordinary time, even though the years have taken us far, far away...