I was born in Chengde City, Hebei Province in 1992 in a remote village with only about 30 households. Since I was a child, I have carried the prejudices of my father and grandparents and started a miserable life with low self-esteem. I was taught Chinese Pinyin by an old teacher from a feudal society for three years. Finally, I left the small village and walked to a place "far away" from the village. I went to fourth grade in a township-level place of 5 miles, and spent three years like listening to a book from heaven. After entering junior high school, I faced the lack of money and spirit. I looked forward to growing up, leaving my parents, and looking forward to the days of self-sufficiency. It was not until that day came that I realized that a life of only 25 years was enough to determine the miserable life that followed.