I have always regretted the loss of Deng Taohua, and I am even more saddened by the harm my appearance caused to her. But whenever I feel that there are very few beautiful girls like her in this world, and whenever I think of her smiling in front of me as my fiancée, I feel that I am the happiest person in the world. However, I still felt inferior to her in appearance, and I still felt guilty that my appearance made her tired of the world. I really wanted to say "I'm sorry" to her. I just regret that my voice cannot fly to heaven.
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