Chen Tong, you ended my thirty-five-year-old plan. Before I met you, I always thought that I could live to be thirty-five. The rest is nothing more than unnecessary repetition that consumes energy. I don't believe in ghosts and gods, I don't believe in the afterlife, I don't believe in youth anymore, and I have already tried everything that can ignite the madness and paranoia in my bones. But I happened to meet you, which sparked my interest in life after the age of thirty-five. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, and I even want the rest of my life to start earlier.