This is a memoir written by a little gay man in his thirties to several important people in his past life. There are friendships he can't distinguish, a first love he can't forget, a man who taught him how to be independent, and a lover who has been together for four years now. Thirty years, from a small town in China to a small town in Italy. Although time has passed, for this little gay man, they will never forget it in their lifetime.