When I was 16, I abandoned you. I came to this so-called paradise for top students alone. At that time, I only had one purpose, I wanted to go to college, and I wanted to be a completely different person from you.
When I was 17, I started missing you like crazy.
Gao Nan, Gao Nan. There are so many people around me, but they are not you.
There will no longer be anyone to accompany me on the streets all night long, or to cry or laugh loudly while walking on all the secluded lanes.
No one will listen to me singing those old tunes anymore, they just smile patiently. Then when I tried my best to rest, handed me the glass of lemonade.
No one will stand outside my window on that snowy night and call me to say: My dear, let's elope!
I have been hesitant to move forward when I miss you.
Missing you forever, who can accompany whom forever?
And I know that I have no way out. Without you, I am still useless.