When I found this novel under many, many books, I thought of my junior high school life. Those days full of sunshine. More than a year has passed in the blink of an eye. This novel was written after I passed the high school entrance examination. During those sweaty days, I stayed at home, not going anywhere, and doing nothing.
When I see it now, I really feel how naive my thinking was at that time. In fact, I can change it from scratch and make it better. But when I sat in front of the computer and wanted to change it beyond recognition, I hesitated. Later, I didn't change a word. I didn't want the sunshine at that time and the warm color now to turn into blue melancholy.
I showed it to my friends and they said it was not finished. Actually, I don't know if I've finished writing it. I just know that when I got to the end, I didn't want to write it anymore. In fact, I can continue to write it and write the stories of Ma Qing, Cao'er, Zhang Nan, Ye Long, Li Xiao... And many others. But I don't have the courage. Because my hands hurt, I kept writing by hand for 16 days.
Maybe I just want to say that I want to give readers an endless space for imagination, or that some friends are free to continue writing. Of course, these are all trying to find a way out for myself. I just can't really find the feeling I had at that time. Everything has changed and it's becoming less and less like before...
I don't want people to give me any comments, because the writing is really bad. I just want people to like it, like the sky at that time, and like our past, okay? ?
Thanks!
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