Preface
If there was no more me in the world who loved you so much and missed you so much, would you feel it?
Introduction
On this late autumn night, I just wandered outside the yard, looking at the shadow cast by the light from your window, watching with fascination, imagining all your activities in the room. At this moment, are you frowning at investment and finance books, thinking about the next change in the international situation, or are you sweating profusely with fitness equipment? I like you so much when you are moving, when you are thinking, when you are smiling at me unintentionally, and when you are always cold and expressionless. But I don't know how, how can I be qualified to make you notice such a small me. A female nerd from the next class who goes to the same school as you, has an ordinary appearance, and is sensitive and has low self-esteem.