"I am doing something unique. I want to show the true face of a person to the world, and that person is myself."
——Rousseau's "Confessions"
After reading the first sentence of Rousseau's "Confessions", I wanted to write a book about my past experiences and call it "My Life is Not Perfect". For thirty years, the moon has been waxing and waning, with no other abnormalities visible to the naked eye. But my life ebbs and flows with the cyclical changes of the moon.
I have no regrets about my past, not that I have not made mistakes, but that I believe in Milan Kundera's words, "In this world, everything is forgiven in advance and everything is ridiculously allowed."
If you are satisfied with finding balance or gaining an unprecedented sense of superiority from the center of my life, it can only be said that you have misunderstood my intention. Fulfilling your vanity is not my original intention.
I don't have many ideas, I just want to state the facts about an individual's existence in this world. He works hard to support his family, has no house or car, is a loser, is often plotted against, and lives an unsatisfactory life. Although he laughs, he is still dissatisfied with life in every possible way. Although his life is not perfect, he still strives for his ideals.