My name is Qin Ying. Mu Ying and I have known each other since we were young. During the years we have known each other, I have liked him, been disappointed, given up, despaired, hated, and finally - I have loved him.
From junior high school to high school, for countless days and nights, Mu Ying was like a dream I had. He really existed, but my world and his world had never merged, as if he had never appeared in my life. The people who love me are hurt by me, and I am constantly hurt by the people I love. I am willing to give everything I have for Mu Ying, and I only hope that one day, he can respond to me. I worked hard to become the best version of myself. At that moment, I realized that my heart was exhausted and devastated. When we graduated, Mu Ying and I were with people we didn't love.
On the eve of the college entrance examination, Mu Ying said: "If you were not with someone else, the person I love would still be you..."
But I didn't tell him: "Even if I was with someone else, the person I loved was still you."
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