I am a very hypocritical person, a person who wants to die, and my memory is very bad. Some things are recorded and I don't know where to store them. I always feel that they will be lost. I am afraid that my close friends will see the space logs and so on. At least I don't want to show them now, let alone the mobile phone memos. I have used five mobile phones since I was born, and all of them were stolen in the end. Computer save? I can't remember how many times I've been poisoned... This is my first essay. I write whatever comes to mind. I don't care if the writing is good or not, and whether anyone will read it. I just want to record some things and share my happiness and joy.
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