You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness.
You'll be addicted to some kind of unique pain
And I will swallow my pride you\'re the one that I love.
I will swallow my pride because you are my only love
I downplay my pain just because I don't want you to feel the same way.
No matter how much you pretend to be indifferent, there will still be a faint trace in your heart that cannot be faded away.