I have learned many languages and skills, I know many secrets, I have had many experiences that I cannot describe. If you feel so beautiful, you will probably like a proud girl. In the final analysis, I wrote this story just to give myself an explanation for the past five years. I liked you, and I thought it was a secret. Later I found out that I actually told many people secretly, but I never told you. I don't know if this novel will have a good ending in the end, but in reality we have no outcome.