Maybe this is a sign. The moment you do whatever you want, it turns out that you can really live a better life.
But once you are satisfied, you will have extravagant thoughts, so... That will probably scare him away.
After all, my true face is so cunning and detestable that even if I were born for me, I might not be able to live happily ever after.
This is still the beginning.
Conception: