They are not GAY, they just happen to fall in love with the same sex.
"When I knew I had this kind of thoughts, I hated myself. I didn't dare to let you know, for fear of making you sick, and for fear that we wouldn't even be friends. So, I kept enduring it, but every time I saw you, I couldn't help but want to hug you. I once thought about seeing a psychiatrist, but I was reluctant to let go of this feeling for you. Later, I gradually felt that you were different from me. I always felt that it was It's not that I liked you so much that I had the illusion that you liked me too. It wasn't until Force Majeure 2 was completed and we went to KTV that I was afraid. You know the reason... From that day on, I told myself, Meng Rui, even if you fail everyone, you can't let Wang Bowen lose his dream..."
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