It was a turbulent era, an era of literary talent, an era full of passion and collision. A group of aspiring young people from remote areas entered the stage of the times with full enthusiasm. How should they choose when faced with the luxuries, childhood sweethearts, bad relationships between teachers and students, loneliness and exclusion? Can we still stick to our original ideal of industrial salvation? There were many famous people in that era, but what kind of hesitation and passion does an ordinary young man have when facing this era? (I am writing about what I encountered, felt, and thought about the various choices contemporary college students faced under the guise of past events)