When suffering and hurt become a habit and I am unable to change it, I can only say that it is God's will and I accept my fate. But fate seemed to think that I was not miserable enough, and suddenly gave me strength, handsomeness, and high IQ. So, I could no longer accept my fate. I began to cause suffering and harm, using other people's pain to please my own wounds. Slowly, I fell into darkness and could not escape...