This is just a story, a story that may be a bit bloody.
She supposed her liking for him was obvious, becoming instinctive over time. Even though she mentioned it lightly many years later and didn't seem to care much, only she knew this, but what should she do? Missing her like this, she still has to move forward by herself, even if no one is waiting for her there.
There is just no reason. Wanting to stop liking you is the most underestimated thing I can do about myself.
Jinye