After the college entrance examination, I still couldn't let go of my grandmother's death, and my mother suggested that I go to the city where my father worked for a while. Growing up with my grandma, I always felt alienated and unfamiliar with my parents who suddenly lived together. The world lost its warmth when my grandma left. I had always been tepid and irrelevant to the world, until this trip to Fengcheng brought about earth-shaking changes in me. This decaying empty city is like a ghostland in the cover of night and deliberate prosperity. What's surprising is the secret hidden burrow across the bay. From the moment I discovered the cave, I was warned, and followed, I was irreversibly involved in a conspiracy. The indifferent young man, the unpredictable man in gray, the cold man in green, they all have their own stories. The young man who held my hand when I was most frightened gave me the strongest sense of trust, even though he always maintained his alienation from everyone. We lazily looked into the distance in the afternoon sun and went out to sea together. Although he was always faint, I saw his smile more and more. Misfortune always strikes when people are most intoxicated. The man in green and gray fled, and the young man and I reached a deadlock. When all is forgiven, the time of return comes again. I have disliked this world for a long time, but when faced with the opportunity to leave it, I discovered that there are so many fetters in the world. This is God's tenderness and cruelty. When you let go of your numb heart and feel, you realize that life does not care about you because you treat it as an imaginary enemy. Even if you think you don't need it, you shouldn't ignore the care around you, right?
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