If you had a chance to do it again in life, what would you want to do?
Clean up all the stupid things you did before and never do them again.
Or buy a lottery ticket that is destined to win?
But Xu Xu expressed his indifference to these things. The only thing he wanted to do was to think of a simple way to commit suicide without causing himself so much pain.
Qi Ling expressed helplessness at Xu Xu's idea, "If you want to die, have you ever asked me if I want you to die?"
This is the story of two people who want to die but can't and a person who doesn't want to die and keeps saving people.