A series of thoughts caused by panic, I thought about my life for half my life, and gave myself an answer. I hope you will feel the same or even be inspired after seeing it, that would be great. Forgive my immature expression. There is also a weird style of writing, and the time keeps changing back and forth. Maybe I can't react when I read it, but this is the rapid interaction of ideas in my mind. It feels like my own style of writing. Please watch, just watch.