It wasn't until today that I had the courage to record these past events bit by bit. I'm afraid that as time goes by, I won't even be able to remember whether it was a dream or reality.
It always takes a moment for people to wake up from fantasy, but it is always so painful to return from a dream to reality. No matter how much time is spent on psychological construction, not everyone may have the courage to realize it.
How fortunate that when I spent so much time understanding this, I still had time to start all over again.
But at this price, if I had another chance, would I be willing to do it again?