Among the seven sufferings of living beings, the most suffering is not getting what you want. And Nan Qi's life was nothing but love for Rong Zisang. She kept asking herself: Is it loneliness that makes her so resigned, or is it the inescapable love for Zisang. Even though he knew it was like a moth chasing a flame, he didn't leave any room. She made a huge bet, betting her future on Zi Sang's moment of love. She won the bet, but she seemed to have lost it.