Baguio hates unscrupulous means, but he chooses to be dishonest and despicable;
Baguio hates darkness in his heart, but he happens to be treacherous and deep inside;
Baguio hates stalking, but he refuses to listen to advice and is too stubborn.
Every bit of him is something that Baguio hates. Baguio hates him, extremely hates him, and he knows it.
He thought, anyway, he couldn't do anything worse, so just hate it, he wouldn't let go, not even if he died.