That summer was happy for Gu Yan, but love at first sight, which had never occurred in imagination, was troublesome for Shi Zhen. The disrupted life left Shi Zhen in a hurry. That autumn was liberating for Gu Yan. Love for so long was finally over for Shi Zhen. It is painful for Zhen to get used to withdrawing from his life. When she loves him, he does not love her, but when she gives up, he loves her. A conversion traps someone, or someone loses someone. PS: Reality is not as happy as novels, and there is no so-called starting over. To a dear friend - Shi Zhen's writings