I grew up to be such a young man out of confusion. I didn't understand anything when I was a child. Many people and things were just what others said, and I didn't have the ability to analyze myself. But when I was a child, I often read the books bought by my grandmother's mother, who taught at the university. Compared with many other young people who grew up in rural areas, I often thought about some weird things. However, during high school, some changes happened at home. Many of my previous normal values and outlook on life have undergone great changes. It can be said that they have completely collapsed. Then I entered the chaotic period of my life where I was deeply confused and despaired. I perceived the world in a daze, and slowly went to college again in a daze. I saw many kinds of people and things in college, some of which I had never come into contact with in my relatively closed hometown. Gradually, I have a new understanding of life, and I am full of expectations for the future. Of course, there are also some confusions that every young person has. I think that since people are alive, they should live well. How to live wonderfully and not regret it when they die is a question that everyone has to consider. However, there are really many ways to live a life. The universal values and outlook on life and the world may not be suitable for everyone. Anyway, it is not suitable for me. I want to live my truest self according to my wishes. People can do many interesting things in life! Especially when you are young and in good health. So, pretty good! I'm alive.