I want to write a diary in Jinjiang.
Why?
Because it doesn't match my style in the □□space and omnipotent circle of friends.
Moreover, the voting circle and space have been invaded by my mother and neighbors. I am afraid that my writing will make them doubt their life.
When I wrote it in my diary, only I knew it, but I felt it was so miserable. It was full of pretentiousness from the 1970s, which was not in line with my mean and coquettish inner nature.
Because I have no friends, it's not like I don't have any. There is no need to go into detail with them, as I'm afraid it will hurt them if they read it.
Because i'm not happy
Because my grades are not high.
Because my future is slim.
Because I have lost my ability to learn.
Because I don't have a male vote
Because I still have manuscripts to write, videos to watch, and books to read.
Because I don't know what's the use of doing it, and I keep asking myself, and I don't know if it's to cover up the fact that I didn't do it.
Because I'm tired.
Because I can't hold it in and want to speak out.