God won't accept you as a mean person
Even without a paddle, it's still a wave
If you don't seek death, you will waste your youth in vain
Eighteen years later, he is a good man again!
------------------Ningran
(The protagonist is an indifferent person in a realistic sense, and it's okay to treat him as a scumbag. The girl never refuses, admits, or denies her confession. I can't stand it.)