I turned on my computer. I hadn't logged into Weibo for a long time. I clicked on Yan Yi's homepage. Weibo stopped at last year's New Year's Eve, with a simple "Happy New Year" with a period at the end and no accompanying picture.
I silently entered "Yan Yi" on the Weibo search interface, and the latest news was the drop-off picture at Hongqiao Airport yesterday. He wore a black peaked cap and black sunglasses covering half of his face. The hand holding his passport had clear joints.
I restrained myself and gently turned off the computer.
I told myself clearly that for so many years, I didn't miss him.