If I hadn't met you at the beginning, wouldn't I have been burdened by love?
If I hadn't met you before, wouldn't I be so heartbroken?
If I hadn't met you at the beginning, wouldn't it be that I wouldn't be engraved in my heart and my love would be poisonous to my lungs?
If I hadn't met you at the beginning... But how could I not have met you, how could I not have loved you, how could I not have let you go, how could I have been with you, loved, resented, hated, and finally realized that everything could not be repeated. Xiao Tianyu, I love you, from the beginning to the end...