No matter how much you like some things, they will never belong to you; no matter how much you miss some things, they are destined to be given up.
But I just want to have you, what should I do?
Then let's take a gamble.
Bet on whether we will make it to the end.
Bet on the outcome of decades of unrequited love.
Take a gamble,
A bet that has no chance of winning for me.
I am a lunatic who clearly sees that I am crazy but can do nothing about it.