Just at a Loss (Xiaomeng Part 1)

He is the first ray of sunshine in my life He is the eternal safe haven in my life He is the first love in my life He is the first lover in my life Sunshine is the source of darkness for me My love, he left a wound in my heart Lover, he leads me to true maturity Safe haven, he has become my eternal patron saint Sunshine, even with such tenderness, even though I am still moved by his tenderness, I still cannot forgive... This time, goodbye for real! Goodbye, never meet again... Love, love him. There are no ifs in this world, it's all destined. If... If you give him another chance to live without him in his life, then he must fall in love with me. "When I fell in love with you, the person you loved was not me. But today, when you fell in love with me, I have been heartbroken by love." Lover, I don't regret being with him, whether it's good or bad, it seems to have become a good memory. "The only one I love is you, only you, and only you! I hope there is still a possibility for us to recover. No matter how long it takes, I will wait for you!" Safe haven, he gave me ten years. During these ten years, our relationship was just lovers. Whether I loved him or not, it was up to me. If I found someone more suitable for me, I could break up with him and he wouldn't blame me. "If you don't have another more suitable candidate in ten years and still like me, we will make do with each other for the rest of our lives." It turns out that what I want is not care, let alone pampering. What I want is tolerance. I am still me. If there is any difference between me ten years ago and me today, it is that I have matured and I know how to seize what I have now. I also understand that people's life is always changing and I cannot be the same. As long as my nature remains unchanged, I will still be me. Yesterday I was disappointed, today I live up to my youth, and tomorrow I will face the mortal world with a smile Intention: