I really like Chi Lian in the TV series Qin Shi Ming Yue. That's why I wanted to write it down. The plot may change, or it may follow a little bit.
Only a heart that has truly experienced nightmares can be tempered as hard as stone. --Chi Lian
Red Lotus, the name that surrounded me for the first half of my life, sometimes seems to be a metaphor.
Chilian represents my nirvana. I gave up on everything.
This seems to be the past and present life, and it also summarizes my life.