Natural and Peerless

She remained silent for three years, allowing him to calm her anger, but his death instantly turned her back to bloodthirsty and crazy; After being rescued from another world, she was willing to be mediocre. However, a gold medal made her unable to stay away from this chaos. They both loved her, in different ways, with the same determination; There are twists and turns of right and wrong, thousands of twists and turns, but when I finally look back, you are no longer there. When all the flowers have faded and all the thoughts are gone, should I wave my hand to cut off the blue hair, stay with the ancient Buddha with the green lantern forever, and never leave this mortal world?