She admitted that it was her blind tolerance that made Jin Yanyi become more serious...
She admitted that she was not brave enough to give up his true love for her...
She admitted that it was because she believed in friendship too much that she was completely injured...
But she felt that she was not wrong. When she was at her most desperate, she reached out to herself, and when she was at her most depressed, she gave herself a hug...
She really cares about this friendship, so much that she can give up everything for this broken relationship...