Dream version: My ideal man is a cute young lady when I was a child, a proud and handsome boy when I was a teenager, and a handsome guy with 24k pure gold in his youth.
Realistic version: When I grew up to be a female gangster, I met the handsome boy next door. Unfortunately, the boy was a young man and I couldn't bear to take action. So much so that I have been waiting for so many years
The heroine's moral integrity is only at the end.