Not a Dream, Not Real

Is it true? Why does everything always feel so empty~~~~ Is it a dream? Why does my heart hurt so much when I wake up~~ Now that you have left, why do you want me to come back again? It's my first time writing an article, so it's a bit shabby~~ Since it's a novel, it doesn't follow history very much~~ How to continue, how to end, everything goes as it should.