I hate him.
I hate that he is so perfect,
I hate his coldness and disdain,
I hate that he doesn't keep his word,
I hate that he abandoned me,
Yes, I'm jealous of him.
I'm jealous that he's better than me at everything,
I'm jealous that he's good at everything,
I'm jealous that he has a good skin,
I was jealous that he smiled so innocently at me,
I was jealous of him for being so calm and unaware of our relationship,
I admit,
I like him.