Because I am having a huge quarrel with myself.
How can this be done? You are at odds with yourself.
There is no other way. The only way to go is to "split yourself in two".
The "streaming light" on the surface, and the "returning light" on the inside.
A nostalgic monster, a loser pretending to be stupid.
One has nowhere to go, and the other has lost his way.
This way there won't be any problems if we separate!
What else do you want to do, they are already separated.
What else can be done, they are already separated.