Crown of Thorns has come this far, alone.
The book always says that as long as you love the person you love forever in your heart, the person you love will always exist in your heart. But when death and farewell come bloody in front of me, I realize that it is just a lie to myself and others. I cannot feel your embrace or even touch the temperature of your fingertips. Maybe one day my memory will be blurred by the erosion of time, and I will not be able to remember your words, your gentleness, and your appearance.
"Ying Manji, if you had to do it all over again, what would you choose?"
"I will no longer run away. I will bear all the pain. I am willing to bear the sin for the people I love. Just be a coward for once in your life."
The abandoned ruins are still beautiful.
I have been here, waiting for your return.
Hold tightly, that forget-me-not.
Although the world is so cruel, because of you, I am neither afraid of death nor afraid of living.
Ps: "Guilty Crown" has always been a regret in my heart. I wrote this article just to talk about my wish and give myself some comfort. However, this article is written by a fan of Yaji, so I don't like to read it by mistake. This is my first time writing a fanfic, so I hope you can understand and give me some advice.
The first volume is a foreshadowing, so it will be a bit boring. If you are impatient, you can start reading from the fourth chapter! However, the first volume contains a lot of my own feelings. It was ten years after I was influenced by Ping Xie that I wrote the collection of my career.