Being side by side but unable to walk together is a curse and a blessing for Monsoon. He watched Shen Ran transform into the best Shen Ran in the world, watched himself chase him hard, and then turned into a shadow in front of him.
I just want to be like you, just because that's what you like. Even if it has been so long that I have forgotten myself, I am still glad that I met you at that time.