War is like a huge cage that covers everyone. When mission and life conflict, the choice seems to be a fork in life.
When a political conspiracy is going on secretly, life is as small as ants, everyone is like a chess piece in God's sandbox, and their destiny is no longer under their control...
Benjamin was vaguely aware of the strangeness of the matter, but he wished he could understand the truth of a mission called S Code...
(I have watched too many movies, so I have to practice my writing...)